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Life Is But A Dream.
Submitted by: titose97
BotswanaI'm a 20 year old girl. Moved from Gaborone, Botswana to Moscow last year November to study Medicine. I'm a musician too. https://soundcloud.com/amobeatz/titose-x-amobeatz-virgoprod-by-amobeatz
I discovered The Secret when I was a teenager through my older brother. I’m from Botswana, Africa, where not many people really talk about things like this so I was lucky to have a brother like mine.
After finding out about The Secret I started manifesting things consciously and unconsciously because I had no idea about vibrations and all of that. Then two years ago at age 18 during my first year of University I was inspired to start writing letters to the Universe. I bought a book that I used as a diary. Instead of writing down what actually happened in my day I wrote down what I wished to happen as if it did. So it was like:
“Dear Universe. Today was amazing. School was so much fun and you won’t believe, I met an incredible girl. She wants to take photos of me and I think I might like her!! Thank you so much!!”
You could guess that a few weeks later I met an amazing girl who was a photographer and a poet and I instantly knew she was who I wrote about. I’m bisexual so I continued to write about how her and I fell in love and at the time she had no idea how I felt about her. I pictured the whole thing and everything played out just as I wanted, but better!
We later on separated. And I began to write about the love of my life. I got tired of being in relationships that were great but that I knew I would not want to be in for the rest of my life. So I started to write about my next boyfriend, my husband.
Fast forward, after pre med I was called for a medical interview but I didn’t get in. This was the worst thing to ever happen to me. I wanted to give up on the law of attraction. Then I just stopped thinking about it and decided that you know what? Maybe medicine isn’t meant for me. So I let it go and enrolled for engineering. The next day my mother called to say she found a scholarship for me in Russia.
I arrive in Russia on a Friday night and on Sunday morning a walks in the hostel I was staying in and he’s wearing a chain with a gorgeous smile and he’s apparently the president of the students of his country. He was tall and so funny, intelligent and health conscious. Everything I had asked for. At that point I’m really attracted to him but it turns out he had a girlfriend! Definitely not my soulmate. It was the first time but I fell in love with an unavailable man but we still became madly in love with each other and we were best friends!! After six months of us being secretly in love they finally separated and we were officially together! That lasted only a week because he got back with her.
That was the most painful experience of my life but that was the best thing to ever happen to me spiritually because that separation led me to Matt Kahn, Abraham-Hicks and Bentinho Massaro. I realized he did exactly what I wanted him to do!! Because I started to see just how great I actually was my insecurities started to drop. I was losing weight. I was becoming more and more beautiful. I started to manifest money in amazing ways and experienced confidence!!I learned about myself and my passions. I didn’t realize it but I was starting to become my own soulmate. I became more popular, more attractive, more respected, more health conscious just as he was and I was single and free!!!! I appreciated me.
Then I began to write about the person who would marry me. I described how he had all the qualities of the previous guy, but he was not confused. He knew what he wanted and we were in an exclusive monogamous relationship!!!
After six weeks of learning to love myself I went out one night with friends to a night club.. And there he was. My previous soulmate. We hadn’t seen each other or spoken in six months. And yet nothing changed. It hit me like a wrecking ball that I wasn’t over him. But how!?? Turns out he wasn’t over me either. The difference was that I was a different person now. The problem was never him. It was me! The truth is I was insecure. But now I was not.
Now we are in a happy, monogamous relationship and we are engaged to be married! I had wrote about him having a business. He started his business after he met me and it’s more successful than we could have imagined!!!
When you are insecure and you don’t trust in yourself and your worth you will attract circumstances that reflect back at you what you are thinking. Love yourself and convince yourself you deserve, wealth and love. The law of attraction is real and I want everyone to know!! Thank you!