Knowing Your Worth.
So I would like to start off by saying the law of attraction is a very real thing. I have been reading stories from this website for the past two years! I never really believed it would happen to me. I have never been lucky in the relationship category. I always felt like I had a grey cloud above my head because things never went right for me! And guess what? I believed that story and for the past two years, it kept manifesting over and over and over.
The first boy broke my heart and left me out of the blue. My second boyfriend used me and took complete advantage of me leaving me heartbroken. I just couldn’t seem to find the right person. Never once did it occur to me that the issue could be me. The lack of self-love and value I had for myself was being mirrored through all the people in my life.
Then most recently, me and my ex broke up and I decided to finally focus on loving myself. I ended up meeting a boy and completely fell head over heels over him. He was so educated and smart and sexy. We went out on a date and the expected happened, I got friend-zoned and I was broken-hearted once again. It was like I could predict the outcome. But the truth of the matter was, I really, really did like this boy. I wanted to experience something new with him. After being friend-zoned, he starting coming back and expressing a physical attraction towards me the more I continued to love myself. Months went by and we spoke almost every day. But I became obsessive and negativity starting to creep in once again. I would stalk his social media first thing when I woke up and check on the girls he was speaking to. One day as I was doing the stalking, I noticed a girl had followed him back and I felt so jealous and just had pure envy. I felt sick.
So I decided enough was enough, I love myself and deserve everything I want. I made it clear that I was very worthy and that I wanted to feel relief. I went to sleep knowing that I have no reason to be jealous because I am the prize. I went to sleep feeling better.
The next morning the boy messaged me, asking if he could see me!! The shift in the energy of me knowing my worth caused a shift in him.
You are the creator, you just need to know your worth and allow the blessings to come to you! Believe. I am certain that this boy will be my boyfriend and I look forward to sharing part two of my story. Thank you, thank you, thank you!