I’ve grown and manifested- DON’T GIVE UP!!!
I discovered The Secret last year but when I failed to manifest and feel as the book says, I gave up. For 2 and 3 months I fiddled around with other things. I started practicing mindfulness and going the Eckhart Tolle way. But that too seemed difficult. I became very frustrated at my inability to follow any path through to its end. ‘I’ll never get anywhere like this’, I thought. ‘I’ve to commit once and for all’.
So, I returned to The Secret. It was actually due to a childhood dream of mine that would seem pretty stupid and impossible if I mentioned it to anyone, let alone here. But, I wanted it. I wanted it bad!!!! I thought if this dream of mine came true then there would be nothing I couldn’t manifest ‘cuz it was the craziest, most beautiful dream I had. I made a mental promise to myself to just give it my all without caring for the result. Who knew when it might manifest? The only thing that kept me going was my hope that someday, somewhere in this random Universe, my dream existed. That it could come true.
I started with gratitude. Being thankful for everything around me. In the beginning, it was difficult for me to think of things to be grateful for and I could hardly feel the gratitude. It felt like just saying words and being artificial. Again thoughts of giving up entered. But, I reminded myself of my dream. It kept me going.
It was like this with all the other things. It was like I was reforming myself. And boy! it was it painful!!! It was totally new. I now realize that it’s actually difficult for us to be positive and I reassured myself that I am not alone; many people felt this way. They got through it; so will I.
Side by side, I kept manifesting smaller things to keep my faith and being aware. I noticed that even when I went in the downward spiral of depressive and sad mode, I could recover from it much more easily and feeling more better. This really helped me. At first, I felt like the feelings of laughter and happiness and calmness were foreign. They don’t belong in my body. But as it became my normal state, I started feeling really grateful.
My dream is on its way to being manifested. I have seen it in little things and signs. I feel so calm and joyful. And powerful too ‘cuz I know I am enough unto myself and I can meet all my needs with the Universe as my partner.
I want to thank Rhonda from the bottom of my heart for making this phenomenal truth known to us. Thank you Rhonda. Also, I want to thank all of you guys for posting your stories here. They have helped me numerous times. You kept me going and reviving my faith. Love you all. I especially want to thank SC from UK (I know I would be writing here someday) ‘cuz her story helped me greatly.
At last, I just want to encourage everyone to PLEASE DON’T GIVE UP. KEEP GOING AND BELIEVING. LOVING YOURSELF. FEELING GRATEFUL AND BEING HAPPY. I PROMISE YOU EVERYTHING WILL FALL IN PLACE. A CRAZY DREAM OF MINE IS ON THE VERGE OF COMING TRUE AND IF THAT CAN HAPPEN, I AM TELLING YOU NOTHING IS TOO BIG TO ACHIEVE.
Love you all.
May the joy, abundance, and love always be with you.