When I found out we were moving my world came crashing down. We moved and I cried for a week because I missed home. I always had bad thoughts and beliefs installed in my head (trying to be the quiet “emo” kid, lol) I thought everyone hated me. I thought no one wanted to hang out with me. On fb I would look at pics of their parties I was never invited to. Then at the end of the year I got bullied and went into a depression.
I’m a really chilled person, and HATE drama. This went on for about a week before my family and friends stepped in. They put them in their place and I became less depressed but a little cautious. My depression was bad, I even emailed a suicide line. My friend was depressed too so I related to her. But she emailed the same line and got therapy.
Then I watched The Secret. It changed my mind. I was so motivated I made a vision board and everything. The next mourning I tested it out. There were alot of cars going on the street I was going to cross, so I envisioned a car stopping and letting me pass. I imagined the wind blowing in my hair like every day when I pass, walking to the gate. And guess what? A man stopped (even though there was a car behind him) and let me pass.
Then in class, I imagined poeple giving me their numbers (I’m new) and the guy behind me gave me his # (he’s the one that was bullying me too but we’re friends now:D)
It was amazing.
So, I’m trying to use it more often now:) I always wanted a cat. I’ve begged my mom for one, even went on google and pet shop websites looking at cats I want. At pet stores I’d always look at the cats and beg for one. But I’ve never really used the LOA on it. So I put a pic of a cat on my vision board. One morning I woke up and imagined cuddling with my cat. and stroking its fur. That same day I went to a cancer walk in a park. I was walking with my mom when she stopped to get a bag&candle for a deceased loved one.
I was eating and waiting when a guy came with a bunch of kids and said “Free kittens!” I couldn’t believe it. I looked and all of the kittens were white and orange except for one, it was black but up close in light it looked dark brown with stripes. So beautiful!:’) So of course, I put down my plate and picked up an orange and white one. But I couldn’t take my eyes off the black one which was being passed back and forth between people.
The lady that was holding him said, “Aw, I wish I could have a cat but I’m allergic”. I asked if I can hold him. My mom said, “I wanted a boy cat”. So they checked and said he was a girl. I said to mom, “Awe but I really like this one”. They were like, okay 😀 and so I ran off to show everyone my new kitty!! A few weeks later, we took him to the vet and just when we thought he was a she…the vet said, “They were wrong, he is a boy!!!” AMAZING! 😀 I’m enjoying life. The Secret works. HAVE FAITH!