Hi family. I have posted quite a few stories in here, the last being in 2013. I have been an optimistic person all my life, which was further strengthened by The Secret series and the other books I read on the law of attraction. Up till 2013, I had manifested quite a lot of things, from my university grades to the job I wanted, the lifestyle I always dreamed of, the social life I envisioned and lots more. I can say that till 2013, I was living the perfect life.
From 2013 to 2017, life threw so many challenges at me.I lost my job, I wasn’t getting any new work, I lived on the savings I made which meant I had to adjust the way I lived with lesser luxury and comfort. I would close myself in my house and not meet with any of my friends and family. I just felt like disappearing and eventually it all led me having depression.
I had lost everything I created for myself. I was disappointed at life and I didn’t even feel like creating anything back. Though I had faith that life would get better, it was a faint faith, where I was doing almost nothing about it. Around the end of 2017 I was still being treated for depression. I was getting better but was still not at my best. One fine day, I realized that this was not who I am. I am a much stronger person with stronger determination and I am the only one responsible for my life. I sat with myself, reflected upon my life, read all the stories I posted on this website and I told myself, “If I could create the life of my dreams back then, I still can!” I got inspired by my older self. And that’s when I decided to become a better version of what I already was. There is nothing that can stop me now. And guess what happened?
In January 2018, my doctor told me I did not need antidepressants anymore. I just smiled because I knew I had already manifested this. I had already envisioned what he would tell me and it was just being repeated, the only difference being I could see this with my naked eyes now.
That was my first major victory. The end of 2017 I got myself back and decided to live again. I planted the seeds of positivity again and in 2018, I could see the plant surfacing. I am constantly watering my plant, nourishing it with only positive thoughts, concrete actions and unwavering faith. And right now I am the healthiest I have been. I have already signed a major contract. I even partied with my friends some weeks back. Life just got better.
I’m back! I’m back to The Secret family. What I want you to know friends, is that life will not always be the same. Sometimes it will go completely against what you have planned. You might feel defeated and helpless. But trust me on this, it is okay to feel this way. We can’t always be at our best and that’s fine. There are certain things upon which we have no control. Don’t be harsh on yourself. You are allowed to feel the way you do. This is what life is all about after all. We are here to learn, to experience the dualities, and to make choices. When you are at the lowest place of your life, just accept it and embrace it. It is our broken pieces that makes us beautifully unique. But remember that this phase is by no means here to prevent you from getting further. It’s just an opportunity to re-invent yourself. Wouldn’t it just get boring if everything was perfect all the time? Don’t you think we need some spice in our life? Yes! We do! So family, get a hold on the gear now and drive to the destination you want, but remember after reaching your destination, you will need to fuel up again to drive to the next!
I love you all. Thank you for reading. I know that was long, but this is what happens when you catch up for the missing years! And since I’m back, get ready to hear from me more often. If my story can help at least one person, my aim for writing is fulfilled.
Lots of love and blessings to all. Be happy, stay grateful and just keep going. Life is beautiful.