I Wanted Love And Now I Have It
Being a 33 year old unmarried girl in India is really tough. All my friends were married some with kids. My parents were constantly worried.
Though I desperately wanted to get married, I more desperately wanted someone to love me. I always wanted to fall in love. I always wanted to know someone before I married him. But I was always so apprehensive and so closed, I would never let anyone come close to me.
My job took me to a new city. I was so alone in a new city with no friends, family or relatives. But all I wanted was that someone to be by my side. I spent 2 years all alone. I used to read The Secret, The power and recently The Magic. I used to thank God for health, wealth and happiness. My Job, the office, colleagues, my car, friends, my family, maids, office-boys, sleep, food, almost everything.
One day a young boy opened the main gate of the house I was staying in as a tenant. I don’t know why this little gesture meant so much for me. Though I don’t let anyone come near me, but this boy slowly made his way through my heart. Even the fact that I was 10 years elder to him didn’t stop him.
It’s been one year since he is with me. I thank God everyday for giving me love. He brings out the best in me. He makes me laugh all the time. We have spent the best times of our lives with each other.
I don’t know where I get all this energy from, but I keep working non-stop for him at home, in kitchen. We do have our differences, but in the end, it’s us together.
I have realized this love was what I wanted the most. Though I am still unmarried, it does not bother me anymore because I have the love of my life.
It took me time, but I have understood, I will become what I feel and act.
Thank you everyone. I cannot thank enough for the love and the passion I have know.