I try to have faith
I have this friend whom I love so much, and recently I found out that he was in a coma. He has been a part of my life for almost 5 years. We kind of grew up together. We had a relationship and it was amazing. When I first saw him in the hospital, I cried so much. I tried to tell myself that he would be okay, and I still do.
That same day I saw him I went out that night… I found myself drinking. I thought that would ease the pain. While I was out I found myself in a bar which I had been visiting for 2 years. I was totally familiar with that place and I knew where everything was, and everything that was and was not there. And for some reason that night I saw this huge picture with a bird, with the bold text “Never give up” . When I went home that morning I cried again. I thought to myself, that picture was never there. I honestly believe that god was speaking to me. I think that it was a sign.
He is actually in the coma for about 9 days now, and I only think of him. You know what really hurts, his entire family is very negative. They have no faith in him, but I do. I wish that I could help. Right now I can’t stop thinking about him. I really love him. Every day I play songs that he loves thinking that he would relate to me somehow.
I saw your show before this happened, and I really do believe that the law of attraction works. I am young they all say, and I honestly believe that he would make it. But I do sit and wonder can only my love and faith in him help him to survive, can I alone believing in him save him? I try hard to believe so. I also pray every time. I don’t know how long he will remain in this state. But I do have faith that he will recover. And I believe the amount of energy I have in me can save his life. I really love him and I pray that god would help him. I long for the day to look him in the eyes and give him a hug and a kiss. I am patiently waiting for him to come back to me…. I could say more but the story is so big that I can write a book.
Anyways, thanks for your time. And thanks for the interest in me.. my biggest dream is to see him, hold him, kiss him, laugh with him. And I will try my best to never ever give up hope.