I started to realize my mental health was suffering, and my relationship with my boyfriend got had really bad again. I do not know exactly what happened but I came terms with what was happening between me and my boyfriend. We are probably on the verge of ending things. Mind you, I have been with him for almost three years and I am still in love with him.

I was starting to feel anxious so I started to write down my intentions about what I wanted and to say affirmations to believe in myself again; like I am worthy or enough, and that I am loved, along with other affirmations. Especially that I am worthy of the relationship I do want to be in.

I felt I really wanted to talk to someone so I went ahead online and just found random people to talk to. I met this one guy who I didn’t expect to become a good, new friend of mine. But he was so nice and sweet. He allowed me to talk about my problems with no issues, and I felt really happy with about it, and he really cheered me up. He also gave me some really good advice. And no, I am not thinking about dating him.

This made me realize that I wanted to be treated the way I want to be treated inside a relationship and I want to feel really happy with whoever I want to be with. I also wanted to be treated kindly inside my relationship and feel committed as well.

Just typing this made me realize I just actually want to feel better about myself again. Like it’s not about trying to get someone back in my relationship or even fixing it. If it’s meant to be, and there is an intention set then it will will again completely fix by itself with the Universe on my side. Thank you, thank you, thank you.