I never felt so much love
My whole life my happiness was only attached on an outer thing I wanted, for example; job, money, girlfriend. And when I had it, I wasn’t really happy. It was never the right thing for me. Perhaps in the beginning, but then I never had the courage to change my mind and feel what my heart was saying. So I struggled a lot and was always dependent on the opinion of others.
So I really began to be grateful for what I have, and in that moment it wasn’t much that I thought – because I was in dept, I didn’t have an apartment on my own, I didn’t have a job, I didn’t have any friends or any girlfriend. It was really hard to do it, but I began telling myself on walks, every morning and evening, what I was grateful for, and sometimes I wrote it down. Sometimes I felt some magic, but I didn’t really believe it could work.
Then I met my ex girlfriend, and she looked to me like I was a part of her family, but I couldn’t recognize it and I only saw that she hadn’t any respect for me. So when the date finally ended, I really didn’t want anymore to have such a painful emotion I couldn’t understand.
So I began to tell myself the things I appreciate about my ex-girlfriend, and I told her I wanted to change the memory of last night and to have a magic evening. It came true – it was like the beginning of our love where we felt in love – there was so much tenderness and trust. Really, I say to you, real magic without any effort, it was just here.
Then on the later evening I wanted to visit a friend – on the way to her I told myself what I am appreciating about me. She canceled the date at the last minute, but I was so grateful to have had this experience of love for myself. It was so wonderful the love I felt for me and the world – unbelievable. Now coming back home I met another girl which was a wonderful person, and we become friends – so the date was also replaced by the universe through a person who spoke very similar to me. It is a big big big wonder.
And I wish you to feel all the same and more of the love I feel. Really thank you Rhonda, thank you Secret, and thank you for reading, I love you.
I know you have the power 😉