I Had To Die To Live.
As a child, I knew nothing but the reverse of The Secret. My parents divorced and I was separated from my siblings and father into a new family with an abusive stepfather. I got a rare bone disease at 3 years old that left me in calipers to the age of 9. During this time I learned the scorn of disability. I soon learned to use violence to save me. I fought often and this carried on into manhood. I worked at so many jobs and slept with so many women. I worked for and with criminals and gangsters. I drank, did drugs, and ate too much.
At age 43 and weighing 33 stone, I had been consuming 15 to 30 beers a day plus copious amounts of food. I am aware now I tried to kill myself but slowly.
One day I came across The Secret and my spiritual journey began. After watching The Secret I started to be positive, stopped complaining, judging, and losing my temper.
Things began to change, slowly at first. Within a year I was in the hospital having an operation, awake as I was too fat to have general anesthesia. I practically died on the table during which my energy separated from the body and I became aware of my “I AM” energy.
After that, back things changed rapidly. I studied Reiki and took my wife and family away from everything and everyone we knew to begin fresh in Portugal. I was losing weight fast. I quit drinking, smoking cigarettes, doing drugs and all my criminal behavior. However, I also lost my love. My wife left me and broke my heart and my daughters followed their mum’s path leaving me now with just my youngest son. I miss and love them all very much but I know 100% that the Universe has bigger plans for me and I am surrounded by wonderful people and amazing realities that happen every day from my thoughts and affirmations. I feel it, and I really mean I feel it, and it becomes real.
The journey continues and it is not always easy. Believe me, you have to lose sometimes to gain, but know this; it is always for the greater good.
Ask, Believe, Receive!