I believe in Magic
I met a really amazing guy who I knew from the start was the right one. I previously used The Secret to get him back after losing him once. I was so happy. But then we fell apart again and he officially ended things. I was miserable. I couldnât get up for a week. I was close to failing two of my classes and my relationship with my mom was getting worse, due to some financial reasons. I had not made the best financial decisions when it came to spending my money. I had no idea what to do. I had bought The Magic a few months back and it helped me. I had then attracted The Secret video into my life because I never watched it. I watched it over and over and I came to the realization that I attracted what had happened between my boyfriend and I. I was terribly hurt, because I made a bad decision and he told me not to let myself into his house again. I started reading The Secret book as well and there were things I realized that I was missing. I was focusing on all the bad that had happened instead of what I wanted to happen. So I made vision boards and I constantly visualized myself with him.
I slept on one side of my bed and would pretend to talk to him. There were times when I was sincerely grateful and then times when I almost lost hope. I was doing well for a while. I even told my friends, I talked about it and I wanted to make sure my actions and my words and my thoughts were all aligned. The one thing that halted me at one point was the fact that I was following him on instagram. He blocked me on Facebook after telling me not to come over anymore, so our contact was limited. We had each otherâs phone numbers, but we didnât really communicate through phone at the time. I was still following him on instagram and then I saw that he was casually seeing another girl. I saw that they went places together and she tagged him in a photo where she was kissing him on the cheek. I was completely devastated. I know it doesnât seem like much but at the time I was thinking to myself am I doing everything right. I did all of The Magic practices every day for our relationship and I was visualizing. Then for about 4 days I kept checking his instagram and the other girlâs instagram and I just kept feeling worse and worse. Then I realizedâ¦what am I doing to myself? I am putting my attention towards something I donât want at all and by looking at it and shouting no I am just attracting more of it. So I decided to put myself into check and I stopped. That night during my science class I had decided to practice The Magical Way out of Negativity, which is one of the exercises from The Magic. It helped me a lot and I got this inspired idea. Mind you, it was much easier than it sounds. I decided to delete my facebook and make a completely new one, so I could start new and this gave me the idea oh he might see it, because we had a lot of mutual friends, especially my friends and I know he would see it eventually and he would contact me. I did that and when I made the decision, I felt great. I knew the inspired idea was a good one because my mood shifted completely and it gave me hope. I knew from reading The Secret action would be required but I knew the universe was trying to tell me something. The one reason why I knew it was inspired was because the thought occurred to me a lot later and because it had never crossed my mind. I also practiced gratitude every day and made sure I was thinking and feeling good about my boyfriend. So I did that and it felt great. I created another vision board of me and my boyfriend and looked at it every day and tried to feel great. I started The Magic book over again and by the second week, my boyfriend came back to me. I visualized how I wanted it to be and it all came true. I put a date on my vision board and it happened sooner than I thought.
I have to admit during that time I had my doubts but I knew as long as I stuck with the path I chose and even if I had a hard time believing it would happen I stayed with it and I didnât give up. There were times when I was questioning if this was the right decision and it was in the end, because it made me change my whole view of life and made me appreciate everything I have and my grades are great, my relationship with my mom is great. I attracted a lot of money for school and now I am in a great relationship. I think thatâs one of the things when it comes to The Secret, is sometimes you may find yourself down or doubting but even then just stick with the path you chose, trust me it will make a difference. The journey will never be perfect, but the journey is what makes you stronger and makes it worth the wait.