My story started about 2 years ago. I was 15 years old, and I was raped by a teacher. Well, you can imagine how terrible it was. I felt so bad and SO STUPID, because I let it happen. Now I know that somehow I attracted that situation to my life and that I had something big to learn.
Well, like most of the girls like me, I didn’t tell anyone about what happened, but I started thinking about the consequences… That maybe something might be wrong with me… Something like a sexual infection. I didn’t have any signs, but I started believing I contracted a disease.
Nothing happened the next 8 months. I was feeling better about what happened, and for that time I had a boyfriend who supported me when I told him my story.
After a year (I was 16) I still had that fear (about the disease), but I didn’t have any signs, so I forgot about that and had my first sexual contact with my boyfriend. And about a month after that, the signs appeared in my body temple.
My boyfriend and I had many discussions for that reason, and ended our relationship. Then, I was all by myself and I faced my reality: it was my fault – I attracted that disease to my body. I didn’t know what to do so I did nothing (just felt bad) for about 6 months.
Recently (about 5 months ago), I decided to go to a doctor and he confirmed that I had HPV (human papilloma virus), and that I had many papillomas in my vagina, my cervix, and a big tumour. He told me many, many terrible things, like, “You’re going to die if you don’t have surgery right now.” I felt so guilty about everything… But then I decided that if I created that disease, I could heal myself as well. So I changed doctor and went to a true believer in self-healing who helped me with my emotions.
Right now I don’t have HPV. I am totally healed. And it happened just in 5 months.
I wish I could explain better how I used The Secret, but I don’t speak English, so I did my best!
I just want to let you know that it works. You can heal yourselves… Just feel good and believe it is possible (because, actually, IT IS).
🙂 My best wishes to everyone.