I just want to give thanks to God and this abundant Universe!
I have known about The Secret for four years. And I know the power of it. I manifested so many things before, however I struggled in one category – Love.
I met this one guy and we hit it off right away. We went on dates and we spent a lot of time together, but due to my insecurities and negativity, the worst happened. We got into an argument one day and he decided he needed space. I was so hurt and scared that I was losing him. From that point on he became more distant and the more I tried to keep him in my life the more distant he became. The last time we spoke, it resulted in another argument and he told me this was “good bye forever”. He even took it a step further by making a song about me and he said really hurtful things. I cried hard, I was angry, hurt and confused all at the same time. Finally, I decided enough was enough. As much as I loved him, trying to get back into his life was impossible, so I began doing the opposite, I began to let go.
Letting go was always difficult for me but I found it always worked when I kept myself busy. In The Secret, it tells you once you place your order with the Universe, act as if you already have it, but you must let go of the outcome. I started doing the 100 happy days challenge and noticed my mood began to improve and I got a gym membership. Would I think of him, yes, but I always sent light and love and told myself he’s already back any time that fear crept in. What helped me was to write his name and write “….is back in my life and he loves and cares about me”. Over time, I eventually believed it and the feeling of lack of him not being there vanished.
Some time had passed, and one day as I was just relaxing, I got a phone call from a kind of familiar number. I answered and it was him! I was in shock! He said he had been thinking of me and he apologized for the song he made and how he treated me! I was freaking out, but in a joyful way.
As of now, I have been taking things slow with him, and we are getting along way better than before. So for anyone who is feeling low, you can manifest a specific person back in your life, you just have to let go, believe and love yourself!