He’s Almost Here
Thank You Rhonda for this amazing gift. May God bless you.
This story may sound silly, but it’s about something I truly want, a partner.
I’m 26 years old. I’m not old at all but I’m certainly not a teenager anymore. It’s an age where people usually become engaged, or married, or even starting families. I’ve dated a lot in the past couple of years, and I must admit I have met a lot of wonderful people, but none were meant for me.
It got to a point where I believed I was cursed. Because every amazing man I met always gave me the whole “I’m not ready for a relationship” speech, or “You’re amazing but I’m just not ready”. It seemed as though timing was always bad for every one. Yet all my friends were getting into relationships or getting engaged, but not me. I couldn’t even find a boyfriend.
People always say to never look, it will come on it’s own. I made an effort to sign up on a dating website but never messaged guys because I considered that “looking”.
So they messaged me. I went on a few dates and had an amazing time. But then the words came at some point…”I’m not really looking for a relationship right now” or sometimes they just stop contacting me, letting me figure it out on my own. This happened so often that I would be so depressed and my self confidence would just go right out the window. It’s like I was dating material, but not girlfriend material. It broke me down.
Until one day I realized there was absolutely nothing wrong with me. I know I am an amazing person, inside and out. These were just signs trying to tell me that these men were not meant for me and that something better will come along.
I know I have to have faith and believe that one day I will meet the man of my dreams. Someone that will love me unconditionally and be my best friend. In the mean time all I have to do is love me. Fall in love with myself all over again and have the greatest relationship with me 🙂
If you’re going through this as well, just hang in there. Your time will come too