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Have Faith In Yourself.
Submitted by: At Mohini
IndiaI am a 33 year old, professional, independent woman.
I am a 33-year-old woman, married at the age of 26 and got pregnant twice soon after. Unfortunately, I miscarried both of those times. I lost all hope and decided to not to plan for a kid for at least 2 years so that I could heal from the trauma and pain I went through in the past.
After a break of 3 years, we again tried for a baby and we had some treatments to prevent further complications. It was during this time that I saw The Secret in a book store and I purchased instinctively. I read it and got the motivation to think positive. After trying for 4 months, I again conceived naturally but this time my mind played the game. I was so scared to lose the pregnancy that I always thought of losing it, in spite of trying to keep it safe. My mind used to think of only negative things and it was happening as if I could not control my thoughts. I again miscarried after 2.5 months and I was devastated. I lost all my confidence and faith.
Immediately we again contacted doctors and they had no explanation for the recurrent miscarriages. We had some medical tests done and my AMH levels were found to be very low. Now the doctors told me that I cannot conceive naturally with my own egg. This was a blow to me. I was so depressed that I lost a lot of sleep. I used to keep myself occupied in my work to forget all about this situation.
Eventually, I picked up The Secret again. This was the time when I started reading The Secret and now I knew what went wrong last time! Now I started saying to my husband that no matter what I will have my own child and I can be a mother. I started imagining my own little kid in my arms and I used to cry imagining myself holding and caring for my baby. I had full faith in my body and I repeatedly said to myself that I will become the mother of my own child.
Within a year after my change of thoughts, I naturally conceived and the doctors had no explanation apart from that it was God’s will as the reason for my pregnancy. Now I had a tougher task to go through. To not think negative things from my past but instead to think of only positive things. I controlled my thoughts and imagined baby’s beautiful face and me taking care of my baby with joy when it would be born after 9 months.
Thanks to The Secret and positive thinking, today I am a mother of a beautiful baby boy! I can not say thank you enough to The Secret for what it has given me. I have now witnessed the power of the brain, both negatively and positively. Everything happening around you is the reflection of your own thoughts and imagination, so think positive and you will stay positive.
Thanks again.