Freaked me out it was so real
Of course I want to say thank you to all because what happened to me was so meant to be!
A year ago I was so much in the lowest point of my life. The biggest impact was my boyfriend of a year left me and completely broke my heart. He hurt me beyond all ends, but I always knew we belonged to one another. I also knew it was time that I worked on myself and grew into who I always dreamed of being.
After months of growing I still missed my ex boyfriend. I found myself praying for him to return but nothing ever happening. One day I googled “praying to bring my ex back”. Which was something I have researched before but never got the results I did this day. I came across The Secret website with stories filled of people getting what their heart desires.
It was then my life changed. I started to see where I was going wrong and even though I was praying, I was never believing in them. I ordered the book and read it over and over. I made my vision board and I changed my thoughts. It happened so fast. I felt so good. Things were coming into my life and I was so thankful. I had no doubt except when it came to other people, bringing them back and what not.
So I tested the theory. I wanted to walk past my ex and I wanted him to notice me. I wanted it to be the start of our 2nd chance with one another. It had been 11 months since I had last seen my ex and even though we go to the same school, I NEVER saw him. So everyday I told myself my ex was coming back into my life. I felt it and let it go as though he was already back.
So here it goes. I told my friend I would meet her at school. I woke up not really thinking about my ex. I had a good a morning and left the house in a good mood. I felt and looked pretty. I was happy….. Till I got on the road. Traffic everywhere. Which is rare because during that time there is never traffic. So I decided to take the highway being that I was already going to be 15 min late on meeting my friend.
I get on the highway and what do you know there’s construction and a car accident. You can only imagine the packed cars lined up. I pulled up my GPS on my iPhone to show how far the traffic was. I got… NOTHING. It wouldn’t show me anything. It appeared as though there was no traffic at all. Frustrated and anxious I just rode it out.
Finally I get to school, pay for parking and start driving when I notice ONE parking place open in the front. This again never happens. By morning all students get these places quick and use them all day. I think out of the 2 years of being at the school I’ve parked up front one other time. Being that I was in a hurry, I took the spot and said thank you. I ran up to the light to cross the street when I turn to the left and see my ex driving down the road. He STOPS for about 30 seconds even tough he had the green light and finally turns into the parking lot where I parked. I knew he saw me and I was shaking. I walked to meet my friend and tell her. We start walking to another building and half way there I look up and my ex and his friend are walking towards me.
That’s when it started. What I asked for happened. The traffic and making me late, the car space, it all made it work. If none of that had happened and I didn’t go through traffic or I didn’t get that parking place, I would have missed running into my ex both times! Never again will I doubt what I imagine or feel. I am so thankful and happy.
If you ever have doubt. Block it! Just have faith because they weren’t lying when they said people, events, and circumstances will be changed to work with what your giving out.