Finding My Spirit!
Last year before reading The Secret, I was slowly coming apart at the seems. My son had been convicted of a criminal offense and jailed. It was one of the worst times of my life.
After reading The Secret I wished for life to be kinder to us all. Even just to have basic needs being met and feeling thankful again. I had lost my optimism which I had always relied on to get me through anything.
I started to feel more positive in my approach, started my affirmations, and slowly started to gain some confidence back. I practiced being grateful for all the small things in my life. I started to show up to more people who I’d left on the back burner while I was wrapped in my own misery blanket. Covid interrupted me a little but I didn’t see it as a downside in my life. I gained some clarity from it all. I stopped smoking, went back to Uni, albeit online but I was still participating in life again.
I always have a full fridge now and am eating healthy. I never run out of supplies or have had to borrow anything from anyone. I treat myself almost weekly without worrying about money, even if it’s only a new toothbrush. I had always spent my life worrying over money but now I don’t. I just think it will be here as soon as I wish for it so I relax, I don’t stress, and it is manifested somehow. I don’t ask why.
I let my son make his own life choices as I know I can’t change his pathway in life and I can’t control his life. Less stress on my brain. I just feel more observant in life now but even on bad days, I don’t take it all so personally.
Using The Secret Super App every day and reading other people’s stories is easing my mind. I am getting my mojo back now, slowly but surely. Do not give up, I’d say to anyone. Keep doing affirmations daily. Give thanks for everything and stop worrying over what others have or have not. Pace yourself and life will find its way to you.