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Faith of a mustard seed
Submitted by: Kate
Cincinnati OhioI am a young woman that loves her family and loves adventures. I don't like snakes and could chow down on some pancakes. Music makes me wanna dance and I love to boogie.
I’ve always been a really hard thinker about everything. Always was hard on myself, always told lies to myself in my head, the point is I was never good to me. Never allowed myself to let go and that was not what other people saw. They saw someone who didn’t care, who said what she thought or did what she wanted to do, making people laugh and always telling jokes.
It was a mask. I disguised myself so no one would see my pain. I was ashamed of my depression and ashamed of myself for having it and really fighting it everyday of my life. Anytime I had something I wanted for so long, something that I felt good, it was always taken away from me.
I recently had an episode this past winter. My heart was broken in so many ways and in those so many ways, people that I thought loved me did it. I felt like a fool after the people I’ve came across in my life deceived me. I never thought to just “forgive”. Not just them, but myself.
You know the Magic really helped sculpt my mind into positive thinking. I never knew just by saying “thank you” to “me” would make me more confident. To drive home from work and cry (in a good way) just because the sunset was beautiful. That God did that for me or the universe. To know now that I am a beautiful person and I’m worth so much more than what I thought. The Secret team just helped me open my eyes in a way that I could understand.
Go to the mirror now and give yourself credit and tell yourself you are worth so much and deserve the absolute best!