Everything Is Within.
I was desperately trying for a quality internship. I applied to my dream firm and passed all the assessments but still, my own feelings of doubt and negative thinking were keeping me away from what I wanted. I tried everything that I could but I would always wind up doubting my ability. I would question my worthiness at each step and then decide I was not even worthy enough to live.
One day when I was breaking down, I realized that I had wanted to give up the biggest treasure of life, my own life! I told myself that I had single-handedly crossed every obstacle in my life before so I owed it to myself to support me! I had to become my own source of strength. I was done berating myself. I also realized that I had to stop speaking shit about my situation because doing so just kept affirming that negative reality.
I decided to completely surrender and let it go.
And lo behold I got the internship!! My expectations were not very high as the slots were filled 6 months in advance, however, the power of our consciousness is unimaginable. Hence I got it. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thank you for The Secret.