Everything Is Going To Be OK.
I’ve been manifesting things before I even knew The Secret was a thing. The first time I read The Secret was in 2009 after my parents had split up. I was 13 and I was going through boxes from moving and I found the book in a box. I think my aunt gave it to my sister a few months prior. I started reading it and right away started using it in my everyday life.
I have a diary that I’ve had since 2004. I always randomly write in it when good or bad things happen in my life that I know I will need to reflect on one day. I started writing down my wishes and desires in my diary and a year later I reread it and all had come true. Little stuff like getting my license and my first car.
Fast forward to 6 years later. I am 4 days away from closing on my first home purchase with my soul mate, who was also one of my lovely manifestations. The past few days negativity and anxiety took over me. I had to remind myself I have already been through so many moments where I thought that I was not gonna make it, so I knew what I had to do. Dig out the diary. I just reread all my old passages of the things I wanted and now have, and got even more than I ever imagined. I just needed to remind myself once again that anything is possible and that I am my own creator.
Thank you to the Universe, to God, to The Secret, to placebo, and to myself.