Dream College Manifestation With An Important Lesson!
I wanted to start by expressing my gratitude to The Secret writer and her team. They gave me my life and dreams back. I love my life again and I am after my dreams again thanks to you. You saved me and so many people from misery and gave me my dream life with your works.
I manifested my dream college. This story is not all about good manifestations and is a bit different but I believe people can learn from my mistakes.
In high school, I did not know about manifestation but I was a passionate imaginer. Because I had childhood trauma and had severe self-love issues, I was always crying at night and questioning what was wrong with me. I kept my distance from people and the reality around me but I did something right in the nightmare of my traumas, I found what I loved.
I love physics, mathematics, and astronomy more than anything. Some of my teachers even said that I was highly intelligent and that I must go somewhere different to have an adequate education. I was a top student at my high school without even trying to be since I did not care about school. I was doing math and physics better than my teachers and sometimes I sent them solutions to problems they couldn’t solve.
I wanted to be a scientist but I had an issue with my family. My family did not have any education and knowledge about science, college, or anything. My father was a driver and my mother was working as a factory worker. The biggest thing they could wish for me was to be a nurse or a teacher near home and to be a good wife. But I wanted to invent and become a scientist and physicist.
Back then I wanted to go to a specific college. This college was everything I wanted. But no one before me had gone to this college from my high school or even from the part of the city where I lived. No one! You know what? I was also pretty sure that I would not go there either, but it felt good to visualize myself in this college. I even did some virtual tours on the internet to intensify the reality of my imagination. Then my traumas hit me. I felt bad, insecure, and thought that even if I get into this school I will live a nightmare because this college had a reputation of having students from the richest part of the country so I could not possibly fit in.
By the time I found out that I got into this college, everyone was shocked and happy but guess what? I was feeling really depressed because I manifested bad things too. Since I didn’t know about the power of thought, I let myself think about all of the bad scenarios that could happen at my dream college and so they were manifested too! So this was a big lesson for me since you are manifesting everything you focus on, good or bad! When you try to manifest something, be careful not to attach bad things to your dream. When someone says it is too good to be true, do not believe that! Do not negotiate with your dream and say, “Yes, I know you are too good for me and I accept you even with your bad parts because there will be bad parts.” No, it can be so good, even better than you have ever imagined, believe this!
After years of depression, living in a nightmare where I was supposed to be living my dream, having suicidal thoughts, and being on the verge of dropping out of college, I found The Secret. It literally saved my life. Actually, it gave me my life back which is the greatest gift I received.
First I regained my confidence and I understood how I manifested everything, both good and bad. I realized that I had the power to ditch my narcissistic, toxic, rich boyfriend who almost destroyed my life because of his insecurities. The stuff he did to me while I was breaking up with him was enough to create another depression but I stayed strong and now I am on my way to manifesting my inventions, jobs, and my intelligence back. Yes, my intelligence, since I had chronic stress and depression, I could not think and learn properly.
While I was healing, everything worked for me. The Universe did so many favors for me. I felt it while I was encountering good people, having good and understanding team members for my projects and now I am happier and more hopeful than ever. My almost chronic headache is almost gone. I plan to return with more future success stories soon.
Manifestation is real. Thoughts do have momentum, when you think good thoughts and they manifest, you start to think even better thoughts, and even better things are manifested and the loop goes on. The same applies to bad thoughts too. The momentum of bad thoughts hit me hard and pushed me to rock bottom. I am glad I found The Secret and changed my momentum. To protect your good momentum and to stay on course, do not compromise with your dream life.
Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thank you so much for The Secret. I love you all and send good vibes from my heart.