Day 5, Already So Much Gained
I am so grateful to have found The Magic! It felt as a strong current was drawing me in. This is Day 5 and already some beautiful things have happened of which it is obvious for me that this has everything to do with my gratitude.
To start with, I had lost a small silver charm my daughter made for me. I was almost certain I lost it somewhere outside in the grass, when I was on my way to the barn.
Yesterday, I came up from the cellar and I saw this little charm lying next to the staircase in plain sight! It is impossible that it was there the whole time! Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Another beautiful example happened today when I realized how grateful I am for the money that was always there to support me. As an only child, I was really spoiled by my Mum, Grandmother and Godmother. I took this for granted as a child. Later in life, I felt angry and irritated when I remembered everything I received from them, because I felt all their presents came with “price tags”. I would have preferred personal attention (the way I wanted it to be of course) instead of money. To make it short, I put labels on everything.
While doing the exercise where you have to go through your childhood, I immersed in an intense feeling of gratitude, as I understood maybe for the first time that they meant well. Tears where pouring down my cheeks with gratitude, as I understood the labels I had been using all the time instead of honoring it for what it was. I also could let go of another belief I had. the belief that I could not really sustain my own life, that I was always depended on others for bigger sums of money. Everything disappeared and only an immense feeling of happiness stayed with me!
That was not all that happened. I am studying Cranio Sacral Therapy and I decided that I wanted three clients to start with. Guess what happened? This morning I felt how grateful I was for the people who where going to contact me and how I would love to help them. Well, the first person rang earlier this morning! Thank you, thank you, thank you so much! The other two rang later during the day.
This is so much fun and I can’t wait to see what is installed next!
Thank you and God bless everyone who is reading this.