I had been bummed out for weeks. I’d known about The Secret. and The Magic, and every time I thought I’d applied “it,” nothing ever worked, for like two years! So, I guess for the past week, I’d gotten fed up. I told myself I tried to let go, but we all know, there is no trying. Either you do, or you don’t, simple.
So, anywho, today I got fed up with my sick, sorry life and I quit. Yes, I quit fearing and being angry and worrying about finances. And it felt sooooo awesome!!!!!!!!!
Instead of all that garbage, I took my 8 year old brother and 1 year old daughter and played, played, played. Basketball, 4-square, scootera, and pogo sticks. And it was so fun. Carefree, living life. It’s THE life, for me, at least I’d forgotten what it was like to be a kid and when I found that feeling it was like I’d found my heart.
Later on, kiddy and giddy, I sat down with them to watch Finding Nemo and whaddaya know, my mind instantly reverted back to The Secret at the scene where Dory and Marvin(?) lol are stuck inside the whale. And when it’s time for the whale to let them out in Sydney, Australia, Marvin’s scared and refuses to let go although Dory said to. He asks Dory, “How do you know nothing bad will happen.” And she replies, “I don’t.”
I was like, WoW, so carefree, so FREE and positive thinking.
Of course, they both end up letting go and arriving in Sydney, where they find Nemo. But I was so caught on Marvin. He wanted to get to Sydney. He was in Sydney. But, he didn’t know it because he wouldn’t let go of his fear.
THAT reminded me so much of myself. I just needed to let go, have fun and allow my desires be made manifest. Amazing what you get out of a kid’s movie, huh?
So I’m off to allow my $3 M house I have my eye on, a brand new car and some more stuff, which is, essentially, a reflection of my happiness.
I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you so much to The Secret team. You guys rock!!!!