The Day I Believed
Im 25 now. I have the job of my dreams a news presenter at the most rating channel. I have a lot of interesting people around me, interesting events in life, a loving mom, dad, and sister. Most people call me successful and happy. But lets see how the real things were.
I was always keen on psychology. So I was walking around The Secret but didnt recognize it. I knew thoughts could be material, knew about positive thinking. That is the way I went from working as a teacher to getting a job on TV as a journalist. In a year I became a news presenter what I always wanted to be. But still I had a lot of things which disturbed me a lot. The main one here was a 4 year relationship. I loved him, but we had a kind of free relationship, sometimes we dated, mostly we were friends. I wanted all or nothing.
It was painful, but he didnt need me as his best half. I knew we had no chance of living happily ever after. When I intended to leave him (I practiced it almost every day for a year and a half), he came back, phoned the next day, wrote letters, or we met occasionally. When I decided to give us another try, he would escape for months. When I found another man, he reappeared and broke everything. I told him that I loved him. He said that I should only love him as a friend. Looks like torture, yes? It was. I was constantly in depression. Me, beautiful and successful.
One day when I was desperate to find a treatment to my bleeding heart, I asked, I prayed, you can call it whatever you like. I asked for a salvation from this torture. But I didnt know about The Secret at that time.
Two days later I got a call from my friend. She suggested for us to go on a holiday by the sea in three weeks. I agreed. That moment I didnt realize that salvation came. I didnt put two and two together. Only after having watched The Secret film did I understand.
So on holiday I met him – a perfect, handsome guy. You can call it a summer story. But our summer story continues. We understood that we wanted to see each other again, although we live in different countries. But now, when I know The Secret, I asked with all my heart: I want it to continue.
He rescued me from pain, depression, stress, fears, insomnia, and anger. I love him. You already know how wonderful it is to love and be loved. And I know for sure everythings going to happen right.
I found The Secret two weeks ago. I watched a DVD and read it on the internet. I wanted to have my own book, but I was waiting for my salary to buy it. It took me two weeks to open my heart and my mind fully to The Secret.
Today I believe completely. Once and forever. Two weeks ago I struggled with doubts and negative thoughts. I tried the techniques. Some worked, some not. Today I woke up in a good mood and turned on my favorite music. I went to work all energetic and enthusiastic. But the thing is that I woke up at 3:45am, as my live broadcast starts at 6:35am. I read stories from The Secret website and they gave me inspiration. My colleagues looked at me in amazement; me happy and full of joy, me dancing and singing in our newsroom at 6 in the morning (!!!).
After work I went to the hairdressers where I have some friends working. Still, I was all love and energy. One of them asked me, why I was so cheerful? I told her about The Secret. I wanted to share my love and joy. She asked to give her a book, but I didnt have one. Then she said what if she gave me money and I would buy one for me and one for her. I agreed. I went to the bookshop. And you know what? There were exactly TWO books on the shelf. Not one, not three. I was about to cry because of happiness, maybe the first time in my life.
Then I went to the bank, to learn whether my new credit card is ready. There was a queue. But I didnt have to wait!!! The administrator recognized me and checked my papers in a minute! Perfect isnt it? I went back to the hairdressers to give my friend her Secret, and found out that another girl bought The Secret book for me. I got two Secret books instead of none! I couldnt stop smiling. I finally believed. I cant describe with my words what that feeling was like. I was and I am still full with this feeling of gratitude and love.
Then I went to print two photos for my vision board. I had to wait for an hour to get them ready. I went to the park with my attracted Secret book. I wanted a spare bench. I found it exactly in the same place I imagined. Three weeks ago I wouldnt have believed it. And by the way, its 9 in the evening now and Im still energetic and full of joy. It is so easy! And you know what? Ive already chosen my wedding dress, its so beautiful!
Im a 25 year old girl who feels like a magician. A girl who feels like a completely different person. Happy, loved, and loving. A girl who knows what she wants. I am so thankful to Rhonda, The Secret Team, all the Teachers, and all those who shared their stories here. You changed my life for the better.
Thank you – thank you – thank you – thank you – thank you -thank you-thank you – thank you – thank you!!!