After the rain comes the rainbow!
Well, I’ve got to tell you six or seven months ago, I was completely desperate! I mean, completely! I utterly hated myself, I’d lost my best friend, no boy ever liked me, I’d lost every single ray of hope, everyone at school would laugh at me, behind my back.. My life was a disaster! I even had some suicidal thoughts.
Then that’s when I read and watched “The Secret”. Well, I’d read it in the past, but I never really paid so much attention to what I had to do in order to manage to accomplish my goals. But then it was different. I didn’t have any other chance, so I managed to persuade myself that only if I followed exactly “The Secret” would I have any opportunity of turning my life around.
So I decided what would truly make me happy was to have a boyfriend. Not just a boyfriend, but my soulmate, someone who would love me more that his own life, with whom I could share a true made-in-heaven, romance. Thus, I started writing in my diary stories about how my life would be when I had this boyfriend. I watched every romantic movie, I filled my mp3 up with romantic but happy songs, I even had a wallpaper both on my pc as well as on my cell phone, with a happy couple. I was 100% sure I would soon get this kind of thing. I also applied for The Secret Daily Teachings and Scrolls to keep me motivated. So I was perfectly ready to receive!
At first, my whole life changed! People at school who used to hate me in the past and make fun of me, or just ignore me at all, started talking to me and we became great friends!! We chatted for hours and even hung out in the evenings! Then, I threw a party and, as a matter of fact, so many people came that the seats weren’t enough!!!
And a little later was when the most wonderful thing in my life HAPPENED. I met a guy on an Internet site. I knew, many people might think it’s pathetic but I never forgot universe always knows the best way… 😉 At first, I didn’t have a clue about what was happening, we would just randomly chat about things… but gradually I understood he was really special… He made me feel special!!! And we slowly fell deeply and irrevocably in love with each other! I couldn’t believe reality was at last better than my own dreams! And it still is. 🙂
I never ever lost hope! Even when he confessed to me he had a girlfriend, but wanted so much to be with me, I didn’t get discouraged! I knew we would definitely be together!!! And that was what happened! Yes, he did break up with his girlfriend!!! The day he told me “I love you”, the day I met him face to face and, the day he kissed me were just the most wonderful and magical days of my life!!!!
In two days we will have been together for six months and still, every time I hear his name, every time I hear his voice, is just like the first one. I ADORE HIM AND HE ADORES ME TOO!!! He’s the man of my life!
Reality CAN become better than your dreams, whoever you think you are now, whatever has happened to you! Always believe in yourself!