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A True Miracle!
Submitted by: The girl who now believes
Musician, artist, hopeless romantic.
Five years ago I had the most devastating time of my life. All of a sudden, my friends began to break up with me and I started to have many issues with the man I was dating.
He was the man I always wanted to have in my life, we had a perfect chemistry and I was so in love with him, but so scared of my feelings and so was he.
We both developed severe depression and anxiety disorders. During 2011 we ended up in hospitals taking antidepressants, we broke up, then met again one year after and decided to give it a try again. Then we broke up again because of this high level of anxiety that we experienced while together. We were living in two different cities and all of a sudden in 2012 he decided to move abroad because he wanted to be completely alone.
After two months when he was abroad I went to see him for a couple of days. I was in a very bad depressive mood and so was he so we ended up fighting on day two of my visit and he decided we were over. I prayed and begged him at least to try to take care of his problems but he was all about saying that there was nothing between us and that he didn’t want to spend one hour more of his time with me so he put me on a plane and kissed me goodbye.
It was the most devastating time of my life: I lost a lot of weight, found relief in drugs and alcohol, quit my studies and had several health problems. I was unable to sleep and had no one to hang out with or to talk to. I was trying to call him but he was refusing my calls and ignoring my messages. I was in real despair and lost.
Then, one year after, in December 2013 I was watching Oprah on TV and they were talking about The Secret.
At the time I was a rational, skeptical, kind of intellectual snob person, but I don’t know why I felt attracted to this and I decided to watch it.
That day my life changed. I cried a lot while watching The Secret and I connected the dots of my whole life. Suddenly all of my previous studies about philosophy, religion, psychology made so much sense and seemed so true. Also, I realized how much I messed up my relationship with my love being always so focused on fearful feelings. I was still very anxious about the man I loved but I was now aware, so I put all of my efforts to think about him in a positive, loving way. Every night, before sleeping, I pictured in my mind being at some beach house with him, cuddling and being happy together. I stopped complaining about my situation. I changed my way of speaking, especially when it came to him, and I spoke as less as I could but when I did, I spoke as if there was no doubt that we were meant to be someday.
One month later my life began to change. I met new people, and made friendships, and some of these friends were local artists that I really wanted to meet when I was younger. In four months my depression was fully gone. After less than one year I was playing at some club and met this beautiful guy. He had some sparkle in his eyes that resembled my love. I took it as a sign. Shortly after we began dating and we had a relationship that didn’t work out, but evolved in a loving friendship. I realized that with this relationship I was trying to move on, even if I knew deep in my heart that someday I’d meet my true love again.
And this helped me in letting go.
So one month ago I dreamed about my love talking to me and when I woke up I noticed he wrote a message to me! He wanted to know if I was okay and if I got myself together after 3 years of silence.
I was so shocked and so happy to find out that he was fine and wanted to hear from me! We began to message and after some days we spoke on video chat and guess what?!!
I told him that I began studying the law of attraction and he told me that he was also on the same spiritual path since the last three months and he was improving every day!!
We were both so surprised. We kept on talking every day as we never did before and last week he decided to travel to my city to visit me and we traveled together to the seaside for the weekend. We had the sweetest time together and spent every moment cuddling, kissing and laughing together, as we never did before. He is still working a lot on himself and for the first time is willing to work on our relationship and so I am.
I can’t even describe my gratefulness and joy for this miracle.
Thank you Rhonda and thank you Universe for giving me the love of my life back and making me a believer.