A new morning
I found The Secret through a fellow rehabber some months ago, bought the book, read it twice, decided to put it to work in my life, but found it hard to think positive with what was going on in my life.
Things had been a nightmare for over a year with getting a loan to put a replacement home for the old decrepit trailer we lived in, on our land. It seemed there was always some last minute “catch” and the answer was NO! The last lender we spoke with had promised a loan, but we had not been able to contact him in over two weeks.
Time passed, nothing seemed to be working, we felt like we were under a black cloud. I tried to be positive, but the dark, negative thoughts kept creeping in.
A few nights ago, I lay awake, thinking about an answer to our problems. The house we lived in was falling apart, roof leaked, mold and allergens abounding, nothing in it worked. All we needed was a small loan to get a used manufactured home and be safe and healthy. After all, I wasn’t asking for a mansion….just a little old house.
I began reading The Secret again, and I began to visualize what I wanted. I saw my furniture in the house, I saw myself walking through it, cooking, cleaning, sleeping…. then I went to the Secret site, found myself at “gifts for you” and played the inspirational video. I was so moved by it that I cried. I added it to my favorites so I could play it every day and stay inspired. I had decided to build a vision board and spent yesterday finding pictures of the things that would give us the home we needed! I didn’t scrimp, I wanted everything! I deserved it! I taped everything up to the inside door of my computer armoire, just to my left where I would see it up close.
There was a driveway of pavers, an iron gate, a red truck, a garden, the house we wanted, an outrageous deck, and of course, two “Secret” checks. I was positive now, and wanted to be joyful and happy as I used to be.
This morning, as I had my first cup, my phone rang. It was the lender we had not heard from and could not get in contact with. He had an approved loan for the exact amount we needed to buy the house we wanted. I had really only been positive for a day… how fast the Secret works!
I can’t wait for the other things on the vision board to materialize!