To begin with, I would like to thank the creator of the universe, God/Adonai. I am thanking him for revealing this to Rhonda so that she could reveal it to the world.
I have always battled with my weight, that was nothing new. I dont think I could ever recall a time where I was not considered big. When I reached 248 lbs, I was very upset. I am 5’9 ft but 248 pounds is a lot! I felt that being THAT big, was pushing it.
So everyday I went around thinking and saying aloud, thank you for my thinness. I tried to feel comfortable and somewhat happy with my repetitions. And my daily prayers to God involved my goal too.
I did have days of doubt that set me back, but overall I lost 25 pounds. I do not feel like I am TOO big anymore. I am not stick thin, but I do not feel afraid of my weight getting out of hand. I am much more at ease knowing my weight won’t ever get out of hand, and that I can change it if I want too. Before, eating was scary, but now I’m relaxed about it. Food is just food. No need to over evaluate. I am sure I will lose more in the future, but I like the way I am for now:)
Thank you, God.