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LOA For LOA And Belief To Belief.
Submitted by: S
MumbaiI am a 24 yr old girl enjoying the mysteries of life! I wish you all a great life filled with happiness and vitality ! Do not ever doubt or limit your desires and beliefs! You are perfect as you are!
To begin with, I have always been very curious and enthusiastic about the real, complete meaning and purpose of each and every thing in life. Being born in a very typical and religious middle class Indian family, my first quest was to find God.
Yes, I am a 24 year old analytical and skeptical science professional, and my biggest dream is not be a millionaire or own a super pricey car but to find God and know him and also have all my questions answered. For I did not have complete faith in the scriptures. Instead, what I believed was, as my mom had told me, that I am among the very few people picked by God.
When I became a teenager, one evening in December I had this doubt inside me for the first time about the existence of God. But, I had a belief that God will clear this doubt for me because I am his chosen one! I wanted a sign that was so clear that I never doubt again. I asked for strong rains with thunder and lightening in December! It is very unusual to see rains during that time in December in Mumbai. I stood at the window looking out and guess what happened in the next 5 minutes???!!!
There was lightening ,thunder and heavy rains! Although it lasted for a about 15 minutes only, it did happen!! I continued on my journey to know more about God.
Fast forward to Dec 2012. I was really so confused about the real existence of God. Are there many different deities? Does God like it if I eat chicken, why won’t he like it if I eat beef? Does he want me to come to the temple and pray or only meditate? If he loves me as his special child then why doesn’t he give me all that I like? Why does he let me get hurt? There was no source before me to answer all this. I prayed and requested him to answer this for me. Then I totally forgot about it.
And in December I stumbled upon the movie The Secret. LOA got me LOA! And the journey began. It answered most of my questions. All the things that puzzled me and disturbed me once were now unfolded and solved. I was convinced it was true, as it satisfied all logic.
I tried to put it to practice. I had so much difficulty in the beginning! I had difficulty with the believing part. I did manifest little things but I thought I would not have enough faith, or have the correct technique to put it to use for achieving bigger goals. I found it very hard to deliberately believe something that did not exist. If it came true, then fine, but what if it doesn’t?? I read endlessly trying to convince myself that believing is easy.
So, I just believed that one day my mind will accept this and will work it’s best. I believed that “belief” will come to me on it’s own!
It has been 6 months since I dug into the depths of this subject. And today it felt more like an “Awakening”! Something disturbed me from inside, it made me very uncomfortable. Then began a questionnaire between “me and me”. Interestingly, I had the same questions and answers but this time they reached my subconscious mind.
And suddenly it all started seeming very easy!! I am trying my best but I really do not know what exactly happened inside me. The believing part that I found hard, is now the easiest for me!
I am writing this because I want to reach out to those who have trouble in believing. Use the LOA to bring you belief. Do not struggle but express a strong intention that you will have belief, and things will be shown to you. I am still so elated with the feeling that I am not able to pen my thoughts well enough.
I am going to continue my journey for finding all my answers and I will surely write once again.
Obviously I am very grateful to Rhonda and The Secret team for showing us the real way of living. But more than that, I wish to appreciate your noble thought of sharing it with everyone. Had I known The Secret, I probably might not have been as gracious as you to share it with the world. Apart from the LOA , you showed me how to really share happiness with others.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you !